Perry Belcher: why am I here?

Maybe that’s why I’m here

It seems like every year about this time I have a feeling that comes over me… Perry, why are you here?

Why should I care. why can’t I just ignore it and trowel throgh life like everyone else, but no. I stress.

I am really just a salesman with a few tech skills. do I really deliver value? do I make the world a better place or will I leave it a better place when I’m gone.

I am just an ok husband, dad and son and a pretty piss poor brother. I have made so many mistakes.

I have hurt people and helped others but how should I keep score. should I?

I guess in the end I’ll just keep on keeping on, try to be a better person and pass on what I have learned to my great kids.

Hopefully, they will take the good and leave the bad making them all better than me.

Maybe that’s why I’m here